are always changing. especially in high school. friendships change quicker than grades do. there's this girl i've known since fifth grade. in fifth grade i couldn't stand her. i thought she was obnoxious, annoying, and immature. i didn't see her for a year and a half. then we went to the same middle school. she thought she was better than everyone else and only hung out with high school kids. there were some rumors of her being naughty, but i'm not sure if those were true. last year her mom shipped her off to live with her dad in boston (keep in mind i live in salt lake city). long move, eh?
well it's thanksgiving weekend, and i'm going to a suburb of boston to see my extended family members. i informed her that i was going and she asked if we could hang out. i said sure if my dad said it was okay, and then we started talking about other stuff. things we had never talked about before, mainly because we weren't friends. well now she's acting like she's my friend, but i'm not sure what to think because she's never been this nice to me ever. ah! i'm so confused.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
salt lake city ski resort guide 2008-2009
Alta
All-day pass: $64
SKIERS ONLY
There are many people who ski Alta, and only Alta. They are the most expensive, but they have the amazing feature of “ski free after 3” which allows anyone and everyone to ski for an hour and a half, no charge. Tempting, eh? Alta also boasts over 116 runs to ski and many days of deep powder.
Pros: over 500” yearly, 1.5 hours of free ski every day, 2,200 acres of skiable land
Cons: no snowboarding, most expensive, lots of old people
Snowbird
All-day pass: $62/$72 Tram
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
Snowbird is definitely one of the most known resorts in the country. It’s known for it’s deep powder, long season, and, of course, it’s tram. The tram takes you to the top of a peak and allows access to almost every run on the mountain. Keep in mind, the tram is directed toward intermediate-expert skiers and snowboarders, so if this is your first season, you might want to stay on Chickadee.
Pros: over 500” yearly, tram, 2,500 acres of land, tons of easily-accessible backcountry
Cons: expensive, you face the chance of being mauled by snowboarders, usually very crowded
Solitude
All-day pass: $61
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
Solitude, as proven by it’s name, is usually very open. I’ve skied for almost an entire day without seeing anyone. It gets great snow, you can access all sorts of terrain, and they have good food. It’s not as known throughout the world, which can be read as good or bad; bad: it’s not known which means it’s not as good, or good: thank goodness no one knows about it, otherwise it would be packed.
Pros: over 500” yearly, good food, not crowded, backcountry
Cons: 1,200 acres, lots of groomed runs
Brighton
All-day pass: $58/$32+ night skiing
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
The predominant memory I have of skiing Brighton is their abundance of tree trails. You can be boarding almost any run and encounter a patch of trees. Just dive head first into the trees and you’ll encounter powder galore. Then just hop back onto the original run and start where you left off. Another great feature of Brighton is their 4 hour night-skiing program. From 4-9 at night you can ski all lit runs. Keep in mind, it’s an extra $32 for night skiing.
Pros: over 500” yearly, hidden powder, backcountry, night and twilight skiing, cheapest
Cons: can be crowded, lots of groomed runs, $70 for 12 hours of skiing
All-day pass: $64
SKIERS ONLY
There are many people who ski Alta, and only Alta. They are the most expensive, but they have the amazing feature of “ski free after 3” which allows anyone and everyone to ski for an hour and a half, no charge. Tempting, eh? Alta also boasts over 116 runs to ski and many days of deep powder.
Pros: over 500” yearly, 1.5 hours of free ski every day, 2,200 acres of skiable land
Cons: no snowboarding, most expensive, lots of old people
Snowbird
All-day pass: $62/$72 Tram
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
Snowbird is definitely one of the most known resorts in the country. It’s known for it’s deep powder, long season, and, of course, it’s tram. The tram takes you to the top of a peak and allows access to almost every run on the mountain. Keep in mind, the tram is directed toward intermediate-expert skiers and snowboarders, so if this is your first season, you might want to stay on Chickadee.
Pros: over 500” yearly, tram, 2,500 acres of land, tons of easily-accessible backcountry
Cons: expensive, you face the chance of being mauled by snowboarders, usually very crowded
Solitude
All-day pass: $61
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
Solitude, as proven by it’s name, is usually very open. I’ve skied for almost an entire day without seeing anyone. It gets great snow, you can access all sorts of terrain, and they have good food. It’s not as known throughout the world, which can be read as good or bad; bad: it’s not known which means it’s not as good, or good: thank goodness no one knows about it, otherwise it would be packed.
Pros: over 500” yearly, good food, not crowded, backcountry
Cons: 1,200 acres, lots of groomed runs
Brighton
All-day pass: $58/$32+ night skiing
SKI AND SNOWBOARDING
The predominant memory I have of skiing Brighton is their abundance of tree trails. You can be boarding almost any run and encounter a patch of trees. Just dive head first into the trees and you’ll encounter powder galore. Then just hop back onto the original run and start where you left off. Another great feature of Brighton is their 4 hour night-skiing program. From 4-9 at night you can ski all lit runs. Keep in mind, it’s an extra $32 for night skiing.
Pros: over 500” yearly, hidden powder, backcountry, night and twilight skiing, cheapest
Cons: can be crowded, lots of groomed runs, $70 for 12 hours of skiing
Friday, November 21, 2008
daily rambling
God I love my blackberry.. I can do anything on this wonderful device. I must say I am updating my blog from it as I speak. I really should talk about more issues and topics. I should review stuff online. Maybe I'll do something like gossip girl.. Poke into my classmate's business and post it online for EVERYONE to read. I know! I'll do a mix of all of them!! If anyone actually reads this blog (which I doubt, well for now) they should comment and give me more ideas on which to discuss.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
did i mention my mom's a freak?
i'm sitting here as the clock nears midnight accompanied by loony mom.
she's downloading while singing monotonously
"i have lots of jimmy smith
more jimmy smith than one ever needs
this is what i do while you're asleep
and when i'm alone
like when i was reading the bell jar
and i was thinking to myself
when will i go crazy??
ah!!!"
wow mom
wow
she's downloading while singing monotonously
"i have lots of jimmy smith
more jimmy smith than one ever needs
this is what i do while you're asleep
and when i'm alone
like when i was reading the bell jar
and i was thinking to myself
when will i go crazy??
ah!!!"
wow mom
wow
drew from arizona
my mom has a crush on a lawyer down in arizona that she met on last.fm (a social/music networking site) and this is a slight glimpse at what must be going on in her head:
mom: i wonder what's wrong with that drew guy. i mean he has a great personality, and a successful job, so why hasn't he been married yet?
me: i have no idea.
mom: maybe he has a small penis.
me: well there's only one way to find out! (in my mind i was thinking going down to arizona and have sex with him as any normal teenager or person would think)
mom: *slight pause* ask??
mom: i wonder what's wrong with that drew guy. i mean he has a great personality, and a successful job, so why hasn't he been married yet?
me: i have no idea.
mom: maybe he has a small penis.
me: well there's only one way to find out! (in my mind i was thinking going down to arizona and have sex with him as any normal teenager or person would think)
mom: *slight pause* ask??
Saturday, November 15, 2008
do you want a drink?
emma: wow there are some really hot girls at this concert.
me: you should go chat some up.. i bet they'd appreciate it..
emma: haha this reminds me of this one time!
me: what happened?
emma: so i was at this festival and i was getting a drink and this girl came up and i was like "hey can i buy you a drink?" and she was like "i'm not gay." and walked away.
me: *laughing my head off while all the annoying hipsters give me dirty looks*
me: you should go chat some up.. i bet they'd appreciate it..
emma: haha this reminds me of this one time!
me: what happened?
emma: so i was at this festival and i was getting a drink and this girl came up and i was like "hey can i buy you a drink?" and she was like "i'm not gay." and walked away.
me: *laughing my head off while all the annoying hipsters give me dirty looks*
bishop allen concert
was good fun.i got there late because i was finishing watching "the visitor" (which is a spectacular movie that you all should watch)
i got there during the 2 opener, electric owls, who was okay, but i don't think i'd listen to his stuff very often.
i talked to my stalkee and found out he has a girlfriend (who i'm going to call airhead because she's a total dumbass.. can you say turn-off??) but his friend (who is also taken, but i'm okay with that) is AWESOME! i talked to him a bunch, and he's a total spaz, but he's spectacular!
an horse is really good, they were the main opener, and i would listen to them again if someone gave me their cd..
bishop allen was really good. i was right
at the front next to the bassist, keith, and everyone was singing along and have a jolly old time. it was totally packed so i was really lucky to be at the front with my friend emma :) at the end of the show i got keith's set list though i'm kind of sad it doesn't have the encore songs on it..my stalkee and his friend and girlfriend were stuck at the very back, and i didn't see them again until after the concert was over and they said they liked bishop allen, but they liked the first opener the best (congrats drew danburry!) and we got his cd.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
announcement!!
my best friend, gabby, has returned from mountain camp!!
i didn't get to see/talk to her in 5 whole days!!
i just had to tell someone :)
i didn't get to see/talk to her in 5 whole days!!
i just had to tell someone :)
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
11-11 @ 11:11:11
This post wasn't posted at that time (obviously, though that would be pretty damn cool!) buy today in geometry, some dorky kid who just watches the clock all class period pointed it out and we all yelled and cheered and celebrated.
The end..
The end..
Monday, November 10, 2008
cool quote 2
"the supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive."
Robert A. Heinlein
Robert A. Heinlein
veterans day assemnly
During the assembly about a day girl in choir.
Kelsey: who are you talking about?
Me: that girl there on the end.
Kelsey: did she serve in the army as a submarine?
So horrible but so funny!
Kelsey: who are you talking about?
Me: that girl there on the end.
Kelsey: did she serve in the army as a submarine?
So horrible but so funny!
Friday, November 7, 2008
thirteen-elliott smith
this song is so cute and may be my favorite right now. i love elliott smith, and i wish he didn't have to die, and i love the story in this song.
btw it's a cover of big star's thirteen, and wilco also did a cover of it
1-12 Thirteen.mp3
lefty
my best guy friend (so far) this year is amazing. so amazing in fact, i'm asking him to winter's. i heard my stalkee is going with a different girl, so i'm going to ask lefty :)
so yeah new plan..
just thought you ought to know
so yeah new plan..
just thought you ought to know
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
boys
i hate boys
i wish i didn't like any of them ever again
today i was in the hall waiting for my mom and i saw my stalkee talking to some of his friends. i was just sitting there minding my own business and i heard him say to this one girl "see that girl over there in the white skirt?" and i didn't hear anything else!!! i listened as closely as i could, and i couldn't hear a thing!!! fuck!!! i told my mom and she was like "joey (my friend's boyfriend) probably told him that you liked him and so now he's just telling his friends" and it sucks because every time i see him in the halls, he gives me weird looks (not dirty looks just weird ones) and i don't know what to do. what if he's one of those guys who once he finds out you like him, he makes things all awkward? that would suck and i would hate him. and now that i think about it, i don't really want to ask him to winter's. i think i want to ask my friend. he's pretty amazing and he really likes me and we're really close and i love him to death. did i mention he's hot? well he is..
but anyway back to stalkee. i can't decide if i really like him, but i can't tell any of my friends that or they'll freak.. they'll be "o it's just a phase!" or "why? you can totally tell he likes you. go talk to him and get his number and get his penis in your pants" and they totally won't believe me.
god i hate high school.
i wish i didn't like any of them ever again
today i was in the hall waiting for my mom and i saw my stalkee talking to some of his friends. i was just sitting there minding my own business and i heard him say to this one girl "see that girl over there in the white skirt?" and i didn't hear anything else!!! i listened as closely as i could, and i couldn't hear a thing!!! fuck!!! i told my mom and she was like "joey (my friend's boyfriend) probably told him that you liked him and so now he's just telling his friends" and it sucks because every time i see him in the halls, he gives me weird looks (not dirty looks just weird ones) and i don't know what to do. what if he's one of those guys who once he finds out you like him, he makes things all awkward? that would suck and i would hate him. and now that i think about it, i don't really want to ask him to winter's. i think i want to ask my friend. he's pretty amazing and he really likes me and we're really close and i love him to death. did i mention he's hot? well he is..
but anyway back to stalkee. i can't decide if i really like him, but i can't tell any of my friends that or they'll freak.. they'll be "o it's just a phase!" or "why? you can totally tell he likes you. go talk to him and get his number and get his penis in your pants" and they totally won't believe me.
god i hate high school.
my mom's a dumbass
mom: you uncle jason was born on the bicentennial
sister: what does that mean?
mom: it means he was born 150 years after the american revolution
me: what the hell are you talking about?
this is the conversation that went on between my family at dinner time today
people think modern education is bad?
take a look at this antique shit...
sister: what does that mean?
mom: it means he was born 150 years after the american revolution
me: what the hell are you talking about?
this is the conversation that went on between my family at dinner time today
people think modern education is bad?
take a look at this antique shit...
Monday, November 3, 2008
my master plan!!
winter's (school dance) is coming up on december 6 and it's girl's choice.. if you're wondering who i'm going to ask you're a dumbass (though you can be excused from the dumbass-ness if you haven't read any previous entries)
well i'll tell you who anyway. my stalkee.
so if you don't already know, we have almost the exact taste in music, and although i haven't asked him yet, i'm going to assume he loves bishop allen.
there is a bishop allen concert coming up on november 14 (that's about 3 weeks before winters for those too lazy to do math) and i was going to ask him (tomorrow to be exact) if he was planning on going.
if he can go then i was going to go too and ask the band before they go on stage to say "on behalf of (insert my name here) we would like to ask (insert stalkee here) to winter's on december 6"
i know it's totally cheesy and it sounds like it should be a bad teen movie, but i think it's still quite spectacular.
and if he can't go then i was going to film them saying that and play it over all the school intercoms/tvs.
i'm brilliant.
i hope i don't chicken out, and either just ask him to his face or not ask him at all. i don't think my friends would let me do that.
well i'll tell you who anyway. my stalkee.
so if you don't already know, we have almost the exact taste in music, and although i haven't asked him yet, i'm going to assume he loves bishop allen.
there is a bishop allen concert coming up on november 14 (that's about 3 weeks before winters for those too lazy to do math) and i was going to ask him (tomorrow to be exact) if he was planning on going.
if he can go then i was going to go too and ask the band before they go on stage to say "on behalf of (insert my name here) we would like to ask (insert stalkee here) to winter's on december 6"
i know it's totally cheesy and it sounds like it should be a bad teen movie, but i think it's still quite spectacular.
and if he can't go then i was going to film them saying that and play it over all the school intercoms/tvs.
i'm brilliant.
i hope i don't chicken out, and either just ask him to his face or not ask him at all. i don't think my friends would let me do that.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
new house
so my mom moved, bringing my eight-year-old sister and myself along. it's downtown, very near our above-the-ground-subway. as in ten steps away. tonight is our first night sleeping here. today we moved a bunch of our furniture, and tomorrow we're bringing a little more, and bringing other necessities here. it's pretty amazing. i think i'm going to not go to my dad's next weekend and just have a bunch of friends over. maybe i'll invite my friend's boyfriend and my stalkee. hm.. sounds like a possibly-improbable plan :) wow i feel smart..
grounded
sorry i haven't written in so long..
my mom grounded me from being on the computer (does that make any sense to you? it doesn't to me..)
anyway, it feels like a lot has happened in this past week
last night i went to a stomp with my friend and her boyfriend and her boyfriend is friend's with my stalkee (okay so get this.. they weren't friends until i started hanging out with my friend and her now-boyfriend asked her out, and now they're always hanging out and going to coffee and stuff) and i asked her boyfriend if he could convince my stalkee to come to the stomp.. and he did!! and of course he hung out with her boyfriend the whole time, but i don't mind.
it was pretty spectacular. it was for halloween, so we were all supposed to dress up, but my stalkee didn't and i was making fun of him for it.
i think on monday i'm going to ask him if he has a myspace (i already know he does, but he hasn't logged on in 3 months) and then if he says "yes but i never log on.." i'm going to ask for his number!! ah!! i'm so excited! (my friend's boyfriend already offered to give it to me, but that seems a little bit more stalker-esque then i'm willing to go..)
o and a major ego boost this week: my friend's boyfriend was telling me that a bunch of his friends think i'm hot, and i went over to where they were standing after school and they were all hitting on me and making stupid jokes, and it was quite hilarious
i think i'm going to ask my stalkee to winter's. (it's a dance for all of you not pop-cultury enough to figure that out). i bet he has to work, but i'm going to take my chances. that would be amazing if i went to winter's with him.. i'm not a big dance person, and i don't think he is either, but it would still be fun. i need to start saying that i'm going to ask him now, so when it's actually time to ask him i'll be all hyped and ready..
my mom grounded me from being on the computer (does that make any sense to you? it doesn't to me..)
anyway, it feels like a lot has happened in this past week
last night i went to a stomp with my friend and her boyfriend and her boyfriend is friend's with my stalkee (okay so get this.. they weren't friends until i started hanging out with my friend and her now-boyfriend asked her out, and now they're always hanging out and going to coffee and stuff) and i asked her boyfriend if he could convince my stalkee to come to the stomp.. and he did!! and of course he hung out with her boyfriend the whole time, but i don't mind.
it was pretty spectacular. it was for halloween, so we were all supposed to dress up, but my stalkee didn't and i was making fun of him for it.
i think on monday i'm going to ask him if he has a myspace (i already know he does, but he hasn't logged on in 3 months) and then if he says "yes but i never log on.." i'm going to ask for his number!! ah!! i'm so excited! (my friend's boyfriend already offered to give it to me, but that seems a little bit more stalker-esque then i'm willing to go..)
o and a major ego boost this week: my friend's boyfriend was telling me that a bunch of his friends think i'm hot, and i went over to where they were standing after school and they were all hitting on me and making stupid jokes, and it was quite hilarious
i think i'm going to ask my stalkee to winter's. (it's a dance for all of you not pop-cultury enough to figure that out). i bet he has to work, but i'm going to take my chances. that would be amazing if i went to winter's with him.. i'm not a big dance person, and i don't think he is either, but it would still be fun. i need to start saying that i'm going to ask him now, so when it's actually time to ask him i'll be all hyped and ready..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
conversation #2
i officially had another conversation with my stalkee (whoops! i almost just said his name.. silly me) and i don't i'm a stalker anymore. i was talking to my friend who is also one of his friends and he came up and asked me if i'd heard of tv on the radio (honesty he must have been high cuz who is even remotely indie who hasn't heard of tv on the radio especially after their newest release "dear science" i urge you guys to go and get it." and then he asked me about kaki king and i said i was going to go to her concert, but i had to watch my little sister and he was like i wanted to go too, but i had to work and then i was like were you at the fleet foxes concert? and he was like no i had to work.
AND I DIDN'T ASK HIM WHERE HE WORKED!!
god i can be such a dumbass sometimes.
psh...
anyway, tonight is the last football game against our rival high school (east, for y'all who wanted to know.. and using deductive reasoning, you might have been able to figure out i go to... that's right... west!! funny how that happens, eh?) anyway it's our last game against them ever because we're getting moved to a different division :(
and my stalkee is on drum line, so he has to be there.
muahaha
my amazingness will strike yet again!
okay so should i wear the radiohead t-shirt or something black?
AND I DIDN'T ASK HIM WHERE HE WORKED!!
god i can be such a dumbass sometimes.
psh...
anyway, tonight is the last football game against our rival high school (east, for y'all who wanted to know.. and using deductive reasoning, you might have been able to figure out i go to... that's right... west!! funny how that happens, eh?) anyway it's our last game against them ever because we're getting moved to a different division :(
and my stalkee is on drum line, so he has to be there.
muahaha
my amazingness will strike yet again!
okay so should i wear the radiohead t-shirt or something black?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
random sadness
is it normal to just get totally sad/depressed/just want to roll up in a little ball in the corner and go to sleep totally randomly? like i've been getting that feeling a lot, and i have no idea why. right now i feel like that. i don't want to do anything, i just want to... um... blech. i don't want to do anything. i don't even really want to talk to my stalkee tomorrow (i would have talked to him today, but he was talking to his best friend every time i saw him).
anyway, maybe i have like a depression issue. should i go to the doctor? i don't want to go to the doctor! that means i have to get flu shots.
o and i'm scared i have breast cancer. is that possible in a 14 year old? maybe it just my boobs growing, but they have like a hard center with bumps on it. god i'm scared. that would be total shit if i had breast cancer at 14. i don't think that's possible, but i'm not going to look it up, just in case it is (that's right folks! i said i'm NOT going to look it up. denial rocks!)
anyway, maybe i have like a depression issue. should i go to the doctor? i don't want to go to the doctor! that means i have to get flu shots.
o and i'm scared i have breast cancer. is that possible in a 14 year old? maybe it just my boobs growing, but they have like a hard center with bumps on it. god i'm scared. that would be total shit if i had breast cancer at 14. i don't think that's possible, but i'm not going to look it up, just in case it is (that's right folks! i said i'm NOT going to look it up. denial rocks!)
Sunday, October 19, 2008
long weekends
why is it that teachers give you way more homework over long weekends? or they disguise the amount of homework they give you...
such as in english class she's like "i'm not giving you guys ANY homework over the 5-day weekend. but wait! i forgot you have to finish an entire novel in a week, and write about it so i guess i technically am, but i'll make you guys happy for a moment only to dash your hopes of hanging out with friends seconds later! muahaha!"
i hate teachers
well it's not like i hang out with friends all the time. i prefer to be antisocial in my room listening to music (sea wolf, modest mouse, interpol, dcfc, and los campesinos! specifically) and possible reading or going on facebook/myspace/writing on this blog. i guess i go to concerts if i can get friends to go with me, but they are usually having sleepovers ;) while playing truth or dare and making their best friends go knock on the neighbor's house at 11 at night asking for condoms. good fun.
anyway i don't hang out with friends or people in general over the weekends, holidays, or summer. at all. ask michael. or anyone. yet i still end up having to all my homework on the last day of the weekend. hm... that's odd.
plus this month my mom, sister, and i are moving into a new house so i'm packing, doing homework, listening to music, being antisocial (or e-social)
wow i'm quite the busy bee this weekend.
hehe
such as in english class she's like "i'm not giving you guys ANY homework over the 5-day weekend. but wait! i forgot you have to finish an entire novel in a week, and write about it so i guess i technically am, but i'll make you guys happy for a moment only to dash your hopes of hanging out with friends seconds later! muahaha!"
i hate teachers
well it's not like i hang out with friends all the time. i prefer to be antisocial in my room listening to music (sea wolf, modest mouse, interpol, dcfc, and los campesinos! specifically) and possible reading or going on facebook/myspace/writing on this blog. i guess i go to concerts if i can get friends to go with me, but they are usually having sleepovers ;) while playing truth or dare and making their best friends go knock on the neighbor's house at 11 at night asking for condoms. good fun.
anyway i don't hang out with friends or people in general over the weekends, holidays, or summer. at all. ask michael. or anyone. yet i still end up having to all my homework on the last day of the weekend. hm... that's odd.
plus this month my mom, sister, and i are moving into a new house so i'm packing, doing homework, listening to music, being antisocial (or e-social)
wow i'm quite the busy bee this weekend.
hehe
Saturday, October 18, 2008
loneliness
is loneliness normal? i've been feeling very lonely for a long time now :(
i don't know if i'm have a strong craving for a boyfriend
or i'm growing apart from friends i've had for a long time
or it's just something i need to fucking deal with and move on
hm, reflection time...
i don't know if i'm have a strong craving for a boyfriend
or i'm growing apart from friends i've had for a long time
or it's just something i need to fucking deal with and move on
hm, reflection time...
pandora vs last.fm
i love last.fm with all my heart. i can always see what i'm listening to, and my recommendations, etc. pandora i just don't understand. i have so many questions! does it track the music you listen to or just the stations? does it have a separate application so you don't always have to have a browser window open? ah! i'm so confused...
sooo pandora or last.fm?
leave comments and decide!
sooo pandora or last.fm?
leave comments and decide!
Friday, October 17, 2008
dream dress
last night my friend and i went to urban oufitters and just tried on everything in the entire store. all of it was okay, except this one dress. i am completely in love with it, but of course it $70 and there's no way in hell my mom will let me buy it. here's a pic of my baby :(
fleet foxes
yesterday was really fun. i hung out with my friend from elementary school that i hadn't seen in months, and we went to the mall and coffee and just hung around pretty much all day.
when we got the venue of the concert, there was a line all the way around the corner. it was very long. luckily they let ladies in first, so my friend and i hardly had to wait :) judging by the line, you knew the place was going to be crowded, but it was way more crowded than i expected, and everyone was like 30-something so it was fun being like the youngest one there. we looked around for my stalkee for awhile, but we didn't see him so we gave up. we sat up on this table (which just happened to have an amazing view of the stage) and got away from the crowd. there was this chick who came over and she was either like totally drunk or extremely stoned and she was like falling over and yelling and singing the wrong songs while the band was playing and shit. i was ready to punch her. after every song she would like scream-cheer at the top of her lungs, and one of the songs it went on forever, so the band couldn't even start playing again. it sucked. oh and she kept falling over on me. gr...
the band had a lot of energy and they were really into the music, and playing games with audience (guess the song from the first chord) and just seeing them on stage was really fun.
so all in all, i'd have to say the concert was pretty fun, but not as fun as i'd hoped. hey at least i'll have something to talk to my stalkee about on tuesday :P
actually i take it back. it was an amazing concert :)
when we got the venue of the concert, there was a line all the way around the corner. it was very long. luckily they let ladies in first, so my friend and i hardly had to wait :) judging by the line, you knew the place was going to be crowded, but it was way more crowded than i expected, and everyone was like 30-something so it was fun being like the youngest one there. we looked around for my stalkee for awhile, but we didn't see him so we gave up. we sat up on this table (which just happened to have an amazing view of the stage) and got away from the crowd. there was this chick who came over and she was either like totally drunk or extremely stoned and she was like falling over and yelling and singing the wrong songs while the band was playing and shit. i was ready to punch her. after every song she would like scream-cheer at the top of her lungs, and one of the songs it went on forever, so the band couldn't even start playing again. it sucked. oh and she kept falling over on me. gr...
the band had a lot of energy and they were really into the music, and playing games with audience (guess the song from the first chord) and just seeing them on stage was really fun.
so all in all, i'd have to say the concert was pretty fun, but not as fun as i'd hoped. hey at least i'll have something to talk to my stalkee about on tuesday :P
actually i take it back. it was an amazing concert :)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
boredom
boredom is regular thing in my life.
sometimes i wish there was less of it, but i seems every time i think that more always comes.
i'm going to make a list of things i could/should do when i'm bored:
•play guitar
•write on here
•do homework that i've been putting off
•text friends and ask them what's up
•sleep
okay that's my list for now. it's kind of a shitty list about a shitty subject, but that's okay :)
sometimes i wish there was less of it, but i seems every time i think that more always comes.
i'm going to make a list of things i could/should do when i'm bored:
•play guitar
•write on here
•do homework that i've been putting off
•text friends and ask them what's up
•sleep
okay that's my list for now. it's kind of a shitty list about a shitty subject, but that's okay :)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
first conversation
okay so there's like an above-the-ground subway where i live, and i take it every day to get home, and so does my friend ricky (who is friends with my stalkee).
i was hanging out with my friend while she was waiting for the bus, and i looked over to the school and saw stalkee and ricky walking towards the above-the-ground subway station. i was actually looking for my other friend who i go home with, alex, so i asked ricky if he knew where he was and ricky told me that he was up ahead. just then stalkee asked me if i was going to a concert (i had actually said i was going to that concert in front of him that morning ;) ) and of course i said yes and then we were talking about that band for awhile and then ricky, stalkee and i all started talking about other stuff for like 5 whole minutes...
it was amazing
i'm so happy i could cry
i get to see him tomorrow and the next day at the concert
i'm so excited
ahhhhh!!!
i was hanging out with my friend while she was waiting for the bus, and i looked over to the school and saw stalkee and ricky walking towards the above-the-ground subway station. i was actually looking for my other friend who i go home with, alex, so i asked ricky if he knew where he was and ricky told me that he was up ahead. just then stalkee asked me if i was going to a concert (i had actually said i was going to that concert in front of him that morning ;) ) and of course i said yes and then we were talking about that band for awhile and then ricky, stalkee and i all started talking about other stuff for like 5 whole minutes...
it was amazing
i'm so happy i could cry
i get to see him tomorrow and the next day at the concert
i'm so excited
ahhhhh!!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
farting and driving
okay so mr kassner, my geometry teacher, is about the most awesome person you will ever meet. and he suffers from adhd, which makes him that much cooler...
anyway so today we were talking about theorems and postulates and all of a sudden we're on the topic of drinking and driving and this is the conversation that unfurled:
K: today on my drive to school, i saw a woman farting and driving. i've only ever seen women fart and drive.
Peter: my dad farts and drives. i know lots of guys who fart and drive.
K: really? i've only ever seen women fart and drive. i bet there are more accidents caused by farting and driving then texting and driving. and they're all caused by women.
Krista: are you being sexist? only women can fart and drive and all accidents are caused by farting women?
K: i didn't say all accidents are caused by women who fart and drive, i just said that most of the accidents that are caused by farting and driving were caused by women. that's not sexist, it's fact.
Krista: how can you tell if someone is farting and driving?
K: did you just say farting and driving? is that what you thought i said? no i said FARDING and driving. i though it was a little weird how peter said his dad farded and drove.
farding: to apply makeup to the face.
if you don't think that's funny, that means you had to have been there. hahahaha
anyway so today we were talking about theorems and postulates and all of a sudden we're on the topic of drinking and driving and this is the conversation that unfurled:
K: today on my drive to school, i saw a woman farting and driving. i've only ever seen women fart and drive.
Peter: my dad farts and drives. i know lots of guys who fart and drive.
K: really? i've only ever seen women fart and drive. i bet there are more accidents caused by farting and driving then texting and driving. and they're all caused by women.
Krista: are you being sexist? only women can fart and drive and all accidents are caused by farting women?
K: i didn't say all accidents are caused by women who fart and drive, i just said that most of the accidents that are caused by farting and driving were caused by women. that's not sexist, it's fact.
Krista: how can you tell if someone is farting and driving?
K: did you just say farting and driving? is that what you thought i said? no i said FARDING and driving. i though it was a little weird how peter said his dad farded and drove.
farding: to apply makeup to the face.
if you don't think that's funny, that means you had to have been there. hahahaha
cool quote 1
one of my cult friend told me this quote he read on a poster:
"you miss 100% of the shots you don't take"
snazzy, eh?
"you miss 100% of the shots you don't take"
snazzy, eh?
Sunday, October 12, 2008
my cult
okay so i just graduated from my cult. it's this like self-help cult where they help you deal with your problems and past memories that you hold onto, yada-yada-yada.
well my mom and my dad went through it, so i decided that it might be beneficial for me to go through it, and it was in some ways. i learned what helps me deal with my issues (which is not violence) and i made some amazing friends, and i got to miss 2 fridays of school. i think the things i learned will also help me in my relationships and they might even get me to talk to the guy i like from the first entry (i should think of a cool code name for him... any ideas?) so anyway, yesterday i graduated from the cult and it's kinda nice knowing i never have to go back into the "training room" but at the same time i made some friends and i'm gonna miss them :(
ooo today i listened to okkervil river, not for the first time, but the first time like actually listening, and they're good. i like the one about being in a bad movie and the girl in port song is good too
okay well i'm done for now
well my mom and my dad went through it, so i decided that it might be beneficial for me to go through it, and it was in some ways. i learned what helps me deal with my issues (which is not violence) and i made some amazing friends, and i got to miss 2 fridays of school. i think the things i learned will also help me in my relationships and they might even get me to talk to the guy i like from the first entry (i should think of a cool code name for him... any ideas?) so anyway, yesterday i graduated from the cult and it's kinda nice knowing i never have to go back into the "training room" but at the same time i made some friends and i'm gonna miss them :(
ooo today i listened to okkervil river, not for the first time, but the first time like actually listening, and they're good. i like the one about being in a bad movie and the girl in port song is good too
okay well i'm done for now
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
my stalkee :)
okay so i like this guy, he's two years older than me and i think he's so cute. he's not quite hot, but more than cute, so i don't know what to call him, but i'll just go for cute.
i've never talked to him (except for a nod and a "hey" in the hall but i don't think that counts) but i saw him at a say hi concert and i see him all the time at school, but i'm really too scared to talk to him. oh well maybe it will happen eventually.
i kinda feel like a stalker when it comes to him (as in i know his name, i know what kind of music he likes, i know where to find pictures of him on myspace, and i know some of the classes he has) but that's okay, i mean its all good and i don't know his cell # or his address so i'm not dangerous.
i think.
i've never talked to him (except for a nod and a "hey" in the hall but i don't think that counts) but i saw him at a say hi concert and i see him all the time at school, but i'm really too scared to talk to him. oh well maybe it will happen eventually.
i kinda feel like a stalker when it comes to him (as in i know his name, i know what kind of music he likes, i know where to find pictures of him on myspace, and i know some of the classes he has) but that's okay, i mean its all good and i don't know his cell # or his address so i'm not dangerous.
i think.
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